Saturday, March 29, 2008
29th march 2008, saturday
why is it always happening between us EVERY month,don't tell me you have menstruations which makes you moody.asking you out seems like a tough task nowyou wouldn't share your problem with me from the start.don't you know that whenever you are down, it affects me too?- your attitude problem- your cool-ness towards me- your refusal to meet up- your disinterest when talking to me.if ever i am bothering you, just tell me straight in my face,and i will leave you alone to cool down.don't keep it to yourself and blow up all of a sudden,it hurts alot, for your information.i agree you need some privacy but i have my pride too.i am not your plush which you can play with when you are happy,and to be letting you vent your anger on when you are down.PLEASE, i have feelings.i tried to be understanding,get everything right before making a conclusion.but time after time, all your actions 'slash' me deeply.i know that you are very troubled now and i shouldn't add on to it,but i can't take it anymore so i am shouting it all out here.i just want you to know,all your actions is affecting our relationship and i don't know you anymore.please stop it or our ties might just break off.if ever, one day, your feelings have faded and decided to let go,just tell me and i promise i will leave silently.basically, these are all one sided thinkings.i really really wish that you can talk to me about what exactly is going on.no matter what, i am still your (girl)friend.
4:46:00 PM
