the posting message came to me as early as 6.11am this morning,
after reading the message, i had no feelings about where i am posted to.
Leisure & Resort Management in Temasek Polytechnic.
wanted to appeal for another course but don't know which one to choose too,
did a readup of the course structure and decided to just stick to what is given to me.
for now, i will just get busy with work and wait for further informations to be sent to me through mail..
9:35:00 PM
Thursday, January 29, 2009
anxiety
posting results will be coming out tomorrow. the stupid thing is that the message might be sent over to my mum's phone. i am prepared to appeal if i don't get into the poly in the first 6 choice.
but no matter what it is, we still have to live life like this..
What is your True Fear?
Your Result: Being Alone
While you may act like you don't care on the outside, on the inside your biggest fear is being alone. You can be quite shy and reserved. You feel like a lot of times people don't really see the real you. You're afraid that no one will really truly love you, and that you will be alone for the rest of your life. On the inside you are great person, so just remember that and don't let your shy nature get the best of you! If you don't want to be a lone then you need to make an effort to be with someone. Show the people that you care about that you really love them, and chances are someone will always be there, even if you think they won't.
viewed this blog created by a couple as a memorial of their baby. it's rather sad to know that there are people out there who can't see their baby grow up even though they give birth to them alive. and that they have to see how much their little baby suffer and then hold a funeral for them.
however, there are still many irresponsible couples out there going for abortion, some are even married. but due to those selfish mindsets of thinking that having children will ruin their goals in their career, they went for abortion.
i hope that readers out there who chanced upon this website can pass on this message to your friends and closed ones out there to think carefully.
cherish life..
12:12:00 AM
Monday, January 26, 2009
though i have been saying it for so many times, i still wish to say it. HAPPY "NIU" YEAR EVERYONE!!
the feeling of new year haven't been really that rich this year, might be due to the lack of gatherings organised by friends and probably there isn't much places to go.. everyone is busy and some friends even went overseas. work will be as usual on wednesday and i don't know when will be my next off day, feel like applying for unpaid leave to go to friends' house for a little gathering, but so far, it seems like there isn't much gathering around or probably i am not invited. well, its alright though. all will be over in a blink of an eye. the deepest burden in me now is the posting results which will be coming out this friday. once again, my fingers are crossed. i don't even dare think of it.. gosh.
9:40:00 PM
Saturday, January 24, 2009
Omen
My right eyelid have been twitching since morning.
Chinese colleagues say that it is a bad omen, aunties says that it is a signal that I will be rich soon.
Malay promoter told me that, according to scientific facts, it’s due to the bad blood circulation near my eyelid, and those superstitious beliefs is that I might be seeing someone whom I’d never seen for a very long time or that the person travelled a long distance and I am meeting him/her soon…
However, nothing of the above happened and my eyes still twitches.
Is it a good or bad omen?
11:31:00 PM
Friday, January 16, 2009
it's wenting's last day at work today so many of our fellow colleagues changed their shift to eat with her during lunch and sort of bid her farewell ( from Metro ).
as none of us tried Curry San before, so we decided to dine in there,
when we taste the food, there is only one word for it, salty..
from the soy sauce of the noodle/spagetti to the curry of the rice..
and i guess the food also contains large amount of MSG because i got so thirsty after eating.
doubt i will go there again.
SWEETIE [joycelyn] suggested treating me to dinner to congratulate me upon my collections of results, and since i've got the Swensen's voucher, we agreed on going there instead.
had a difficult time deciding what to order as it is like years, since i last dine in Swensen's ( sia suay )
atlas, i ordered a clam chowder in bread ( or whatever it is ) and sweetie got herself a baked rice.
last but not least.. ICE CREAM!!
the hot pan ice cream look cool so we ordered the apple crumble one.
had a rather difficult time peeling the bread after finishing the soup cause it is really hard.
here comes our ice cream!!
and thanks this SWEET GIRL for the treats (:
*i failed as a friend to only know that she stays in a terrace after knowing her for coming 2 years.
although the time we spend together is often short, but the joy we shared is undescribable. :)
11:50:00 PM
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
miracles really exist and it happened to me!
got back my results yesterday and it really caught me by surprise.
i got 15 points for my L1R4 AND 20 for my L1R5.
the amazing thing is that i didn't fail any subject and those which i were previously gets a D7 or E8 turned out to be B3 in my results!
simply amazing.
however, there is laughters, there will also be tears..
some of my schoolmates didn't do quite well but i do hope that they are still able to further their studies in a polytechnic.
all the best to all of you out there, and i've gotta get busy with my course selections already.
bye~
12:15:00 AM
Monday, January 12, 2009
1:24:00 AM
after all those counting down and waiting, results is coming out tomorrow.
i am nervous, worried and scared.
but i know that it is already too late to feel all this.
what is done have already been done and i had did my best for my exams.
so now, i just hope for the best but also prepared for the worst.
*fingers crossed*
good luck everyone!
12:16:00 AM
Saturday, January 10, 2009
went to Ngee Ann and Temasek poly's open house with BK today, and it was such a coincidence that i ran into Steven just near the gate of NP. chatted with him for a little while and then we separate ways.
the campus is so big, i mean, very big.. and every school seems to be on different hills.
while adventuring around to look for the science school, i saw a familiar face talking to some other visitors and just walk up and wave to him. ( sorry, i really forgot your name until you introduce yourself to my friend )
alright, that was wenjun. and it was so nice of him to bring us around the business school.
after that, BK and i were left to adventure the rest of the campus alone. went to the convention hall which is not only flooded with students and ex-students [ like me ] but also a strong smell of popcorn! but the problem is, i don't see any booth selling/giving them out. strange..
headed to Temasek poly after that.
the trip there is super long, lucky our buttock didn't smoke. HAHA!
ok now, my feeling about TP.. it is : - crowded - chaos - noisy - messy - dark [ as in very shadow-ish everywhere ]
and while BK and i walk around, no student host approached us too. luckily i called Xiao Huang to bring me around, otherwise, i would have just turn around and leave the minute i step in.
after all those walking arounds, we headed over to Tampines Mall for SHOPPING!! but i felt very bad cause i have to leave BK outside while i am happily trying on the clothes. sorry eh brother..
when we were about to announce the end of shopping, i spotted COTTON ON!
SPLURGING TIME~
bought a leopard printed top, dress and cardigan. thereafter, went to SweetTalk, grabbed ourselves Peach redtea and separate ways (home).
tried my new clothes and cam-whored in them.. :P
i didn't buy this, but thought it was nice.. but the price? not nice.. :[
i look so [ much more ] mature in this style.
BYEBYE PEOPLES!!
&& its just another 2 days to go.. the thought of it gives me hell..
3:15:00 AM
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
THE DAY I HAVE ALL BEEN WAITING AND HIGHLIGHTING ON MY CALENDAR IS FINALLY HERE!
IT'S MY PAYDAY TODAY!!
my shopping list is getting longer and longer, but i don't think i have the capability to fulfil all of it cause i still have to save up on this and that.. sighs.. however~ i am getting my pay!
and it is confirmed that results are out on the 12th January. gosh.. it's coming it's coming!!
11:31:00 AM
Sunday, January 4, 2009
getting my edusave bursary for the last time, wearing my uniform made me felt awkward cause it made me sort of miss my school.
registered at 3.40pm and sat down at the place i was assigned to, the duration was rather short, even though the emcee told the students to stay on stage for photo taking, all of them just walk off the stage after taking the cheque from the Guest Of Honor. and due to this, the time taken has lessen and by 4.10pm, we were dismissed.
received a call from Pik's family, a thai friend whom i hosted during the school's exchange programme last yeat, saying that they wish to see my family today. so after receiving my edusave, my parents and i went to meet up with them.
we went to Clarke Quay to have our lunch then walked over to the Esplanade to take some pictures. shall upload them when i receive from Pik.
it's really nice to have a friend from overseas as you can play host when they are on holiday to your country and with you around, they will feel safe.
and so, that's all for now.. byeee
12:03:00 PM
Thursday, January 1, 2009
HAPPY 2009
year 2008 is ending and we are going into a brand new 2009.
and today is the day when my SWEETIE and i will fulfill the promise we made 1year ago,
which is to countdown together and see the fireworks. :D
met SWEEETIE at around 9pm and chat all the way to my house,
as the venue where countdown event are held was too noisy, we sat further away to talk.. and she passed me something she brought from her holiday.
a super big Hershey's kiss.. haha!
as midnight is coming nearer, we walk over to the open field to watch the fireworks,
she is the last person i see on 2008 and the first person i hugged on year 2009!
what a special moment it is. :D
however, i think the celebration is a little dull this year cause we didn't go over to the place where the countdown is held.. but never mind, we still had fun !
can't stay up too late cause i working morning shift the next day.
