Sunday, April 27, 2008
27TH APRIL 2008, SUNDAY
firstly, i must congratulate sheryl for successfully making the
oreo cheesecake for her boyfriend.
she is a fast learner and more of a perfectionist than me,
go the extra mile in looking for the heart shape pan for the cake,
crack the brain on the icing to decorate the cake and the packaging of it.
i bet JJ is going to be super touched by her.
after a misunderstanding with my parents on friday night,
i didn't have any food since yesterday afternoon till just now
my mum came into my room and scolded me saying that i acting big or what,
there is food outside and i refuse to come out to eat.
as if i know there is food and that i am allowed to touch it
crazy family i've got.
i know that you are trying to cut down on your sms usage
and this explains to the silence i am facing these few days.
maybe it is because of the stress you are facing in school and you had to rush the assignments and didn't have time to contact me,
or that the joy and laughters you have from your friends in school are enough to wipe off the existence of me.
i hope you can understand what i am feeling over here, i don't sense you anymore. you are more like a passer-by in my life now.
recently, this feeling occur to me again. it never had ever since i been with you. the feeling of missing someone so badly but unable to tell the person in fear that the person might not like you or might be scare away by you.
and showering someone with so much love and concern but not getting any response or that the person don't seem to sence it at all..
we are drifting so far away now, further and further from one another as time goes byand i am feeling so single now.
both physically and mentally.
probably another misunderstanding
6:02:00 PM
