assignments are piling on me, group works, projects. we have to check the internet frequently to see if there is any notes to print and things to prepare for the next lecture/tutorials. and everything is not under the same website, missed it, you are doomed. and the most irritating thing is, the password for different websites are different.
lectures are so hard to understand, tutors either talk like machine guns or that they are TOO monotonous and create that blur look on most of us.
and even before we can manage, tests are coming, deadlines are near.
WHAT THE HELL IS THIS!?
i am bound to fail this semester, i can bid farewell to my GPA and diploma.
"POLY IS THE PLACE TO BE!" , " POLY IS FUN, RELAX, HAS LOTS OF FREEDOM, NO STRESS" it all sounds so ironic, look at my situation now, do i look at all relax?
to others, they will say " why so stress? it is only week 4 man~ " but to me " HEY! IT IS ALREADY WEEK 4!! ohmyeffinggod, i still haven't got anything into me yet. and i don't really understand anything. "
whenever i walk pass fastfood restaurants and see students mugging hard, i wish i was like them, at least they know what they learnt, but i don't! what is this!? and my classmates? they just fleed after lectures and tutorials ends, there is no sign of group discussions nor study group formed. maybe there is, but i know my group don't has it.
COME ON PEOPLE! STOP WASTING YOUR LIFE! START WORKING THINGS OUT!!
i am concerned about my life, studies, future. i gets more stressed up when i see my time ticking away while i am getting nothing into me.
