my days was filled with worries yesterday [if you saw the previous post, you will know] friends thought i was mad because i was so random, laughing the first minute and the next minute crying. but well, Mandy understands. :)
& people!!! my sister is a GUY sister is just a mere nickname, don't mistaken..
since morning, Alicia kept me informed about how are things going, her worries and really cause me to feel so much for her too, i mean, i am standing in her point of view so much that my tears just rolled down when i think about sister's circumstances.
2nd hearing at 2.30pm.. i looked at the clock, no news from Alicia.. all till 3.45pm, i was told that the hearing isn't up yet. worries flood my mind again.
sister is on bail, but his father didn't make it in time before the bailing time close, and he have to stay till today morning. Alicia was really really sad, so was I. i thought that his dad was being ignorant to sister's well-being, but it was wrong, his family really concern about him..
Alicia told me he would be bailed at 9am, but later in the afternoon, she was told that he can only be bailed after 2pm!
HEY WHY IS THE OFFICERS AND POLICE IN SINGAPORE SO DAMN EFFING INEFFICIENT!? [if i gets caught for this offensive sentence, i will fight for everything with my reasons till the end!]
and now, my phone is silent from everything, no news about how things had gone, no message from sister that he is out already. -worries- but no matter what, i still pray that he is fine.
&& people, i ain't emotional or mad ok, i don't cry over nothing~
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ok, those classmates who read Mandy's blog should have known a little about yesterday evening's stuff. she called Sandy "laogong" through the phone and Ben just teased her in between the discussion. my mum called to say that my godfather is around SAFRA so we gave Mandy a lift home, mummy was really hilarious and making Mandy laugh so madly, rocking her head so much along the way. and then, Jansen called and tell me he manage to apply off for his part time job and wants to meet me. i told Mandy and we were so excited. she ask me to tell my mum but i was tongue-tied, so Mandy helped me.
ok, so mum's reaction was " BOYFRIEND AGAIN~?? aiyo~" and gave me that sheepish look, then kept disturbing me, and tease me non-stop till we reached serangoon.
mandy left to find her boyfriend while we went to S11 for dinner. Jansen came shortly but he was so shy because my mum keep looking at him sheepishly, but my mum seems to like him abit. :D
and i realise we wore the same colour of shirt! OMG, telepathy~
lost of place to go, Jansen came over to my house and he sticked inside my room and refuses to go to the living room, mum saw me tugging at him and was like smiling, saying that i am funny. and sooo, we stayed in my room DOORS AND WINDOWS WIDELY OPENED, CURTAINS DRAWN!!
dad came home, questioned about the big pair of shoes outside my house, my mum told him and we see that there are "clouds" above him.
and so, i signalled him to make a move and i was so worried about what will happen when i gets home when walking him to the bus stop. but everything is different from what i thought, my dad didn't even look at me since i got home.
talked on msn, crapped with mandy and went to sleep..
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2.50PM
SISTER IS OUT!!
totally lost for words when i saw his sms. too happy to say anything.. the burden in me just dropped the second i saw the message.
& SISTER! please stop hiding things to yourself anymore, i hope after this incident, you would really feel who are always behind you and had always been there for you. though it isn't obvious, but they can be sensed. OPEN UP YOUR HEART AND ABSORB THEM LIKE A VACUMM.
now i know why you are so skinny, cause you don't absorb. LOLS!! start absorbing from now! :)
