Saturday, June 20, 2009
i dread all these feelings.
i dread thinking about what is coming up next.
i dread thinking about my unsettled bills.
i dread thinking about my expenses after school reopens.
i dread thinking about how my savings are drying up.
i dread wiping the tears that flows down my face.
i dread the tightness in my chest when thinking through all these things.
i dread telling people about my problems.
i dread people sympathising me.
i dread making people worried for me.
i dread feeling lost.
and the thing i dread the most now is...
myself.
11:33:00 PM
