viewed some videos which people took of themselves playing songs through the guitar and uploaded to Youtube.
my jaws dropped seeing them play so well while my guitar is hidden in the cupboard since my O levels started. and it is getting mouldy already.
i miss those days when i would go for lessons and learn a new piece or two with the class.
sad case.
TODAY!
i woke up late [sorta on purpose] and skipped RHT lecture, as usual.
went to look for Crystal and the rest at the library and Mandy came shortly.
printed my application forms for CYA and also some part time job training thing in school, submitted then accompanied Mandy to find our CP to talk about her withdrawal from school.
-discussed details shall not be enclosed, it is up to Mandy to explain.-
thereafter, we had a short chat around and soon after that, she left to meet her friends.
i feel so irresponsible by letting the rest of my various project groupmates do my part of the project, i guess my peer evaluation would be damn bad.
well, if that is so, i have no choice but to really buck up now and study real hard for the final paper so that if my peer evaluation is really very bad and my points are to get deducted, i can still manage to get a Pass and go on to the next semester..
however, i am really worried about myself,
i don't even seem to have the slightest bit of motivation in me to study.
someone please wake me up!
and yes, it is spreading around the net, facebook, MSN, google, EVERYWHERE..
the King of Pop had left us.
though i never liked you due to those news and bad rumours about you in the past,
but i am starting to like your song, You Rock My World.
i believe no matter what, every mistakes would be forgiven and forgotten.
Rest in peace Michael Jackson.
my feelings are suppressed.
