Wednesday, June 3, 2009
wasted half my day away from sleeping in till 12.17pm today. WOOHOO!
went to hougang mall to get some stationeries and came back home to study RHT.
but after finish reading the first chapter, i got so bored out and just rotted my time away.
i feel very bad and guilty doing so though. but i just couldn't study!
and so, i thought about my friends.
i realise i somehow 'lost' some of my friends who have different religious beliefs as me.
well, basically Christian.
i am not trying to pass any critical remarks to Christians or anything,
but to what i realise, the situation seems the same.
out of 3 friends, 2 often ask me to go for church services,
however, i rejected because i really got other things on,
and thereafter, they either give me a cold shoulder or they just cut off any contact with me.
the other one, always persuading me to enter Christ,
but i have my reasons. my parents are die-hard Buddhist,
they allow me to go for any gatherings, outing and camps from the church,
but they would never allow me to enter Christ.
this friend, after asking several times, gave me a cold shoulder too.
and eventually, we didn't contact anymore.
the reluctancy in replying of messages is so obvious that there is no interest in talking to me anymore.
religious beliefs,
does it really tear people apart when people don't believe in the same thing?
was talking to Vinson, got contact with only recently after a decade. amazing~
and memories about my naughty-school-girl days came back!
i really cannot imagine how bad i was in the past which leads to me having no friends in my primary school YEARS! can you imagine that?! 4years in school, loathed by the whole class. D:
i am really missing many people now..
- friends from Yangzheng Primary (i know i don't have many friends, and it had been a decade ago, i still miss them.)
- Punggol Secondary
- those crazy girlfriends from CDAC
- my 'family' from McDonald's (been reeeeally long since i last saw any of you.)
LET'S MEET UP SOON PLEASE! I REALLY MISS ALL OF YOU SO MUCH!
WE HAD ALL BEEN SO DAMN COOPED UP WITH SCHOOL WORKS AND PROJECTS TO EVEN HAVE TIME TO MEET. BUT HOLIDAY IS HERE NOW! no more excuses. [:
&& my hands are really itching from pool! date me out for pool please, otherwise my hands are gonna rot from itching. OHMYGOD.
but i have to make this clear first, i am rather noob at pool. -smirks-
alright people, goodnight and may my missings be with you. [:
10:42:00 PM
