why is the time passing so slowly?..
i spent almost an hour or so looking for new blogskin but was in vain. irritating..
went to Great World City's GV to apply for a job,
but the manager told me that they would call me up another day for interview.
well, hopefully the manager does call me back though.
otherwise the freaking-cold-an-hour-sharp bus trip there will be totally wasted.


i am now:
- penniless [ and in debt with loan from Joycelyn]
- jobless [ because i can't manage to find any job that fits my time ]
- lifeless [ piling up with projects and coping with schoolwork ]
- hopeless [ i dare not even think of what would happen tomorrow ]

i totally hate this kind of life.

i just hope to have someone beside me right now to
encourage me,
comfort me,
cuddle me,
give me the sense of security,
and to show me some love..

that is all that i lack now..