woke up at 11am and started using the computer, put aside my homework and revisions. i sucks, yes i do. not studying and all. i hate myself too.
but at least i finished my chinese composition and english comprehension [ to think i can be so proud of my work ]
i just feel so useless now, i have no motivations to study and all. i should hand my laptop over to my mum and get her to lock it out of my sight.
and i just don't understand, why do most of the guys on the net have to appear so despo? when a girl starts to entertain you, you will think she is interested in you. and soon, you start to flatter her and all. stop being so naive please.
that's why i am getting phobia over guys, hypocritical friendliness.
